(via iheartdenise)
J.S.S.
BS.
Why is it that it always ends up this way. I’m tired of people lying to my damn face. How are you going to tell me one thing and do another. I get that I made the mistake of not telling you something I should’ve, but I did it for a reason. I wish you just understand that. Theres no point of me talking to you, if all i get back is a bunch of bull shit. I’ve been through this more than enough times and honestly I’m still not used to it. But, I’m not done. I just need to let this out. If you are, then alright.
Most people have 1000 wishes for Christmas; a cancer patient only has one, to get better. I know a lot of you won’t reblog this, but my followers will be the few that do. In honor of someone who has died, is still fighting, or survived cancer, please reblog this. <3
Can’t ignore this one. <3
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Was My Favorite Picture <3
Black Tie Affair; Winterball DEC1110 :)
It only gets harder . .
I wish I could, but I just can’t . You don’t know how badly I want to tell you, what’s really going on in my life. But, I know it’ll just lead me to trouble. I know that there’s no way it will end well. But. That’s life. Everyone tells me, I gotta have fun in high school you tell me all the time. Do you know how badly I wish I had what alot of my friends have. Don’t get me wrong I’m more than thankful for everything you give me, but a little trust& freedom couldn’t hurt, could it? I’m 16 now, & I still have to follow the same rules , of when I was 12. Sad, isn’t it. You know me to be a good, smart girl. & Know I wouldn’t do you wrong. I try my best at everything I do. This is all I ask. Can you at least considerate it? ..
1. My Mom. She may get on my nerves sometimes. And I may get on hers, but regardless of everything shes my mom. When I need help shes still the number one person that will put me before herself. Sometimes I wish she would try to understand where I’m coming from, but I know shes just doing what she does because she cares. I Love You Mom
2. Ranelle Sanchez. My cousin, my bestfriend, my sister. When no one else is there to listen, shes there. I have no doubt going to her. She doesn’t judge me. Just because we’re are so much alike. From personalities, friends, families. We go through the same shxt. She’s the only person I know can actually put themselves in my shoes and understand what I’m actually going through. Love you Cous. & Thank You
3. Alison Phan. Retard. Bestfriend. Sister. Since 06. Even though you’re so far from me now, I know whatever the distance our bond can never be broken. You always know what to say. I’m never embarrassed in front of you. I can honestly say, I can be MYSELF around you. Thank you for everything sis
4. MAMAS!! OG’s. In just a year these two have really proven what real friends are. When no one was there, they were there in a blink of an eye. They made sure I wasn;t ever going to fall flat on my face. Janel: I cant thank you enough for everything you do for me. From fam, friends, school, everything. Always there. Kae: Triple threat! Always encouraging, telling me straight up, No lies. My mamas, I love you guys so much. I don’t know what i’d do without you two. I hope as we finish High School together our bond stays as strong as it is, and after High School as we face a whole new world. Thank You, & I love you guys
5. Teresa Denise Montenegro Nazareno. Bestfriend. BEST. You’re right when was the last time I’ve used that in a sentence. I really miss saying it, and today just felt like the day to start using it again. Because I really do miss you. I don’t know what has really happened, but I’m glad we’ve gone passed it, and I hope we can go back to the way things were before. Since 07 mhan! And lets make sure we stay strong no matter what. I’m still looking forward to our trip after High School. Oh shaa, you get the timeshare in 2 years ;D LOVE YOU
6. Misael Pacheco. My VERY OWN Taylor Lautner! Another addition to my life. (: Who would’ve thought right? You make me feel so special, just by the little things you say. Waking up to your goodmorning texts. Going to sleep, after a good talk with you at night. I hope it continues, I don’t wanna talk about what will be in the future, but enjoy what we have now. Thank You ;)
7. God. My savior, one who never fails me. Always there in my time of need. Who gives me the strength to wake up each day with a smile on my face. Showering my families with blessings each day. I love you. & Thank You.
8.C.A. B.M. B.P. G.G. M.R. R.S. R.P. S.R. C.B. CT.B. N.M.S. N.Y.S. J.H. - & If I missed you, I love you all & Thank You
“ I wanted a perfect ending. Now Ive learned the hard way that some poems don’t rhyme and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing whats going to happen next
